Thank you for your thoughtful exposition of a syndrome that many of us have, for some a curse but others who are luckier a blessing. In my case, my fascination with spanking was a bit of a frustration when I was little because I never got spanked but once I started dating and then got married, I was able to fulfill all of my spanking fantasies and I'm able to do them even now in my 70s. Your work is thoughtful and deep. Congratulations